What the hell is this?? Who can tell me?? Does anybody know?? How can I find out more about it?? One thing’s sure: the human mind can’t “know” it…why does one want to “know”?? Is it a quest for “freedom”? One no longer wishes to be a puppet dancing on the strings of…of what? Animal instincts?? Learned reflexes? Programmed behavior?? Ingrained habits of perception?? How limited are we by the experience of our senses, by our physical nature?? To be fully alive is a stupendous struggle! We want the rewards without the struggle— —a fatal error! …No such thing as an easy life! Everybody has a hard time…struggle or die! To find out what’s really going on it’s necessary to get around the ego..an art requiring persistent and determined effort…Me, me, me…myself & I…oh no!!! Trapped in my stupid self!